Somewhere along the line I’ve become super FUCKING neurotic about my health. So I’ll be on a turbulent airplane or walking on a treadmill or getting scared about whatever and my heart starts racing and I become terrified about how I can’t slow it down and worry that the hole in my heart has become giant instead of continuing to shrink.
Or like right now I’m just having period cramps but I’m thinking ‘but maybe it’s also a stomach ache because I’ve been having stomach aches so how do I know if my digestive tract is ok?’ And ‘now I can’t tell if I have cloudy pee anymore like I’ve been having so how do I know if my UTI is really gone/whether or not I have some sort of other infection, as indicated by the leukocytes in my pee?!’
Moral of the story is I need to be going to doctors. I haven’t been to the doctor in years.
i do not understand people who ascribe evilness to Photoshop the program rather than the Eurocentric beauty standards it is used to enforce or, y’know, the media entities that actively choose to perpetuate them…
Interesting to note that while a history of animal cruelty is widely accepted to be a link with becoming a serial killer, the link between cruelty towards women and killing women is still up for debate. If a guy abuses a cat and then shoots women we say "we should have seen it coming that guy was nuts", but if abuses women and then shoots women we say "we had no way of seeing it coming that guy was a perfectly polite, kind and wonderful human”.
Most mass murderers do not go from zero to 60. Rodger made escalating assaults on women (splashing coffee on them, attempting to shove them off a ledge) before his killing spree. Both Cho and Justin-Jinich’s murderer harassed women before they killed anyone. When such acts go unnoticed and unpunished — because we expect men to harass women, and it’s not outrageous or even noteworthy when they do — they can become stepping-stones to more conspicuous and less socially acceptable acts of violence.
straight people are so weird wtf like heres a drawing of two animals in love but one has eyelashes so you know these are Straight Animals
Each fall, millions of monarch butterflies migrate to California and Mexico for winter. North American monarchs are the only butterflies that make such a massive journey (up to 4,830 kilometers/3,000 miles). They use the sun to ensure that they stay on course and on cloudy days Earth’s magnetic field as a kind of backup navigational system. (read more here)